It began like this. I searched within myself for vague complex feelings to put on canvas.

Then I made shallow stuff with no real goal in mind but to impress others.

And then. I began to explore within myself, mixing my feelings with my entire psyche.
I reflected on who I was and what I knew... And what I felt and what I believed.

Eventually I sort of got somewhere. It definitely isn't the end goal. I probably will never find what I am looking for.

But the process of searching is what actually gives me purpose and makes me feel good. So I will keep searching.